Marlene Elaine Betty Candy

25/02/2011

Hello mam
It's the first time that i've spoken to you this year on here,just want to let you know that there isn't a day that goes by without me thinking of you.Times are really hard for me right now, i wish you was here then i'd have some one to talk to because i feel so alone without you. I know you're above with the angles thinking of us all, but it's not the same with out you here.I miss you more then words can say, i feel as i've lost my best friend though i only knew you for 10 years, you're always with me mam and i promise in my life i will make you proud of me in one way or another. i love you mam @>-'---- x x

Danielle Candy (Daughter)

February 25, 2011

HI mam, sorry i didn't make it online like i said i would but i decided to go to your grave instead. I miss you like crazy and i was really pleased to see your grave covered in flowers.I think that it shows what a lovely person you were.There was soo many colour's and so many different types of flowers that it was really beautiful to look at. But i'd rather have you here in person then standing there looking at your flower covered grave. I love and miss you mam, As you most probably know that i pray to you every night, wishing you good night and telling you that i love you and smokey to.
I will always love you in every thing do and say your with me.I hope i'm making you proud of me, thanks for being a fantastic mum, just a shame that it was for only a short time. i love you mam , until next time your baby Danni X @>------------

Danielle Candy (Daughter)

January 15, 2010

R.I.P Mam 14 years too long :(

Hi mam, cant believe that it will be 14 years tomorrow (new years day) that you were taken from us.It wont kick in that i've lived most of my life with out you by my side as im 24 now and its hard to think the last time i saw you was this day 14 years ago at 10pm, when i lent over and told you that i love you,(i ment it then and i mean it now),who would of thought that 12 hour later you would have gone to heaven and left your 3 babies behind. If i'd only have known i would of held you a little longer when i hugged you for the last time and told you that you are my hero and you will give me my strenght to carry on and be a strong honest person. I'm living every day to make you proud mam, i know we all are.But truly i think of you every day and in everything i do your on my mind, i always think to my self Danni you can do this, you have your mum by your side helping you through this tough time, and mam to be honest you help me more than you can every know, i just wish you where here not just in spirite but in person so i could see the smile on your face when i do something that makes you proud.


i love you mam i will be here tomorrow to. your baby Danni x

Danielle Candy (Daughter)

December 31, 2009

@>-------

hi mam, just popping online to say goodnight as i cant sleep again and i can't stop thinking of you.I love you mam,we all do and i just want to say thankyou for everything you taught me in the short time we had together. goodnight. i'll see you in my dreams love your baby Danni x x x. @>--------

Danielle Candy (Daughter)

November 26, 2009

24 november 2009

Hi mam,
As you know we came to visit you last saturday(21st). I just wanted to say sorry that we couldn't stay there and talk to you for a while, Its just that we were so busy and the weather was terrible, so i just want to say that even though we only stayed a matter of a few minutes that we still love you and miss you dearly and that even though we haven't been to see you in a while, i just wanted you to know that we all still love you and i think that you would be proud of us all.I also heard a song for the 1st time today and yes it was a westlife song(you never really left) lol, but it made me think of you, so know that everytime i hear it, i will be thinking of you. and singing it to you in my head. love you mam
see you soon love your baby Danni x x x

Danielle Candy (Daughter)

November 24, 2009

Hi mam,as you know it was my birthday 3 days ago and we went out for a meal and yet again there was 1 empty seat faceing me and all i could do was think of you.People kept asking me if i was ok, i told them yes but to be honest all i could think about is you and i was wishing you were in that seat facing me, then my birthday would have been complete. Can't believe you was taken away nearly 14 years ago when i was only 10. i didn't have much time with you but know that the time i had with you ment the world to me and i'm always playing memories back in my head of you. I love you mam and i miss you more and more every day. i refuse to let go of you, No matter where i go know that your always with me. I love you, Your baby Danni x

Danielle Candy (Daughter)

October 13, 2009

I had a dream of you last night, in my dream i saw you and i ran to you and you hugged me while i cried in your arms.strange how the night before i had a simular dream about smokey (your best friend).I guess thats the only way you both can contact me, just know that i love you both and i would do anything for your return.I miss you soo much and today all i have done is think of you.I know your in heaven together looking after me and the rest of your children but i really wish you where here.

Love Always your baby Danni x

Danielle Candy (Daughter)

August 4, 2009

memories

Little things that remind me of you, Silly little things
Like hearing Elton Johns sacrifice or candle in the wind
Stupid things like looking at a sunset, or drawing a picture.
Little phases I hear that reminds me of something you have said
My mother I love you I wish you wasn’t dead.
You put me where I am today. you made me the person you see.
Because with out you my mother I wouldn’t be me.
I look in the mirror and see you in me,
I have your eyes Which this some how it comforts me
I remember you singing but I don’t recall the song
I remember it vaguely, well it has been so long
You should be proud you’re were a fantastic mother
Just look at your children, then you’ll discover
What you have taught us, what you have made
How we are like you, you wouldn’t be ashamed

Danielle Candy (Daughter)

June 25, 2009